Kinky whore enjoys painful anal try out

So , the day after I went fishing she tells me kind of sex playing while we were fucking that she did it. I thought she was bullshitting me, and said yeah right. Usually she would say, "what if I did"? and I would reply "what could I do, its nobodies fault but my own" But this time she said its true and she assured me that she did. Instantly I felt betrayed that she waited till I went fishing to do this. I did bring it on, but still inside I was pissed and yet turned on. I have thought about it for years, we have placed ads, chatted, traded pictures, but never did I really think it was going amateur to happen. She would always say that I could only get mad at myself if she did and Brunette I agreed. But then again she had been saying that for years. We have purchased dildos and vibrators to try and make up for my inadequicy, and for a long time it has worked. But nothing can replace the feeling of an actually person connected to that toy. So thats what we said we will look at it like he is just a toy. Thats all good except she sees him everyday at work. The guy is 6 ft 6 and has the body of a underwear model and get this... he has a cock that is close to a foot long!! I shit you not, I have her film it each time now and though I got 1 halfway decent recording that reveals his tool. each recording provides me with proof that I cant compete with this guy. She denies it but she is building a relationship with this guy. She has fucked him 11 times now that I know of and fucked this other dude carl twice and one other guy Kelvin once. Both of them were from craigslist and I ass was there to witness her getting a cock well over twice my size. one of them Kelvin was really huge and the smallest guy of the three. He was like 5 foot 9 and his thick cock was easily 12inches and as thick as coke can.but anyway... I say this because 11 times are all i know about but I am 90% sure there has been atleast one other. I think there was also an occasion that she sucked his dick at her work when she was on her period. So anyway heres where my own demons come to surface. I am so turned on by it and it bums me out at the same time. I am mad at myself that it turns me on. What is wrong with me? I am not gay, and I do love her. But I know this has done unrepairable damage. She has stated that this is making us stronger. I could see where she can say this because she is the one getting the absolute best pussy poundings of her life. And yes she has told cumshot me this. Her last session was 2 nights ago . It lasted 55 minutes and he brought her to over 16 body racking orgasms. She finally admitted to squirting and said over and over that it was the best she has Girlfriends ever had. She has assured me that she will continue fucking him and me but when we fuck she ends up using a toy and my dick ends up in my hand. I will add more later 3:04 AM 8/4/2015 So I am back and since my last insert she placed an ad and we got a room and this guy Trey came over and fucked her good for about an hour. “I’ve heard you have an excellent network of informants so I’m sure you know that I’ve been offered the position of chief of police. You're making her cum. “I have permission from the City Council to set up two substations—one in the east end and another in the west end near this church. Her fingers undid my button. Her eyes go wide. I'm looking forward to surprising Audrey with her long-lost nephew and his..." Carl then turned her attention to Abigail’s stockings. Thank you…….Paul. “Sarah, you go, I’ll stay with Denise and help her out.” Hank said. “He loved drawing. You won’t be able to sit for awhile “You were probably cumshot so overloaded with endorphins,” Becky said, “branding the Declaration of Brunette Independence on you in one inch letters would have felt good.” “So when are you going to let me see your yummy boner?” She whimpered as I kept pushing my rock hard cock into her grinding mound making her whimper. Since my heart was pattering about a thousand miles a minute I really didn’t pay attention to the phone conversations. Fever dreams soaked through with Girlfriends nasty fucking tequila? It was bad enough that his wife was having sex with a dog. The only man-made objects that we had with us were the car keys, some suntan lotion and Jon’s wallet. Then another. “Jenny,” I panted, “get behind me and play with her tail. She lets the exposed tip of his cock just nuzzle against the hood of her clitoris, teasingly stimulating herself against the exposed head of his expanding cock. It had been slightly more than 10 months since amateur Jan had traveled by herself ass to Austin to visit her daughter, while John was out of town, on a business trip. Sam was walking through the city when he was forced at gunpoint with all in the street with him up against the wall of the nearest building. She tries to deep throat me, which causes her to gag copious amounts of spittle.